I cannot hate him. Kang Ma Ru…I must hate him, and …be angry and loathe him. With all my efforts, I could not hate him. That bastard does not love me. Because he ruined my life, he just feels guilt towards me, and pities me. He does not love me. Still now, that person who he loves is Han Jae Hee. He is using me to get Han Jae Hee. He is playing with an easy, stupid girl who lost her memory. I keep repeating endlessly…and I keep thinking about it. I could not hate him.
So…I thought everything will end if I did it. The relationship among the three of us, if I tell everyone about it, my absurd feelings towards Kang Ma Ru would stop. If I went crazy and said, “What about it?” “In this world, there is no love that cannot be.” Because if I happen to give in and try to go back to him, anyone in this world…would stop us. That’s why I did it. I did well, right? I did very well, right? My father would be happy in heaven, right?
But what do I do? I miss him. I really miss him. I really, really miss Kang Ma Ru.
I was watching Innocent Man again and on the episode where Kang Maru and Seo Eun Gi were supposed to get married, the scandal about Maru and Jae Hee came out. Mr. Park found about this on twitter as shown on the photo above.
The twitter account @kejssel_kkk actually exist and the account’s tweets were really about Eun Gi marrying the old lover of her step mother Han Jae Hee. (In Korean and English)
Kdramas always have those mushy-cheesy-unforgettable scenes. Who will forget how Kim Joo Won wiped the whip cream off Gil Ra Im’s lips (Secret Garden), how Jin-Ho said “Game over” and kissed Gae-in (Personal Taste) and now this cotton candy scene of Oh Young and Oh Soo (That Winter, The Wind Blows).
Father, one day, a woman walked into my life. I hurt her deeply with the harshest words possible. I pushed her away as much as I could. But, she still came back to me. She is so much like me. I look at myself often when I look at her. She has the physical wounds that I have. The tears that fill my brain are flowing through her heart as well.
I gave her those wounds. I made her cry. I should not have met her. I should not have allowed her to come into the life of a guy like me. Father, I’m regretting it. This is the first time…that I have ever regretted in my life…"
My thoughts while watching I Miss You.
2:40 AM 12/22/2012
make them meet make them meet!
2:41 AM 12/22/2012
what the sfhlsfjas;fja was that soo yeon?! you should have thrown sth on the guy! no need to ask what he’s doing to jung woo! mukha ba silang friends?! anu ba yan!
2:51 AM 12/22/2012
AMAZING YOUNG LEADS! those tears!!!! my heart!!!!
2:54 AM 12/22/2012
fgjlgkldsjglss painful scene T__________T
2:56 AM 12/22/2012
kshflasfa I cannot continue watching! too much feels!!! what is chemistry! T_______________T
3:01 AM 12/22/2012
naalala ko tuloy yung eksena ni john lloyd at bea sa one more chance. “ako nalang ulit” haha. not similar situation though. same iyakan lang. #taglish #conyo xD
3:06 AM 12/22/2012
okay ano yung hinagis na yun nung nanay ni _____ sa tatay ni jung woo?
3:40 AM 12/22/2012
lasing si koya patay tayo dyaaan!
3:42 AM 12/22/2012
3:44 AM 12/22/2012
sfjlasjflasf painful episode! what did I deserve to feel this?! T_________________T these 2 deserve a drama of their own!
3:46 AM 12/22/2012
kdsjflskjlasjla sino writer nito?! paautograph! xD
3:50 AM 12/22/2012
im sorry yoochun and eun hye but when these two young leads disappear from the scenes, I’ll postpone watching this and watch the moon embraces the sun first. :p
3:59 AM 12/22/2012
“we are not that bad” your face! sinira nyo pag-iibigan nung dalawang jugets! I hate you! xD
4:03 AM 12/22/2012
what a pitiful character! T____________T
4:07 AM 12/22/2012
oh my gosh detective yung ispit yung sipit yung sipit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
4:12 AM 12/22/2012
how dare this story do these things to 15-year-old kids! >_________<
4:26 AM 12/22/2012
what a pitiful past :(
4:28 AM 12/22/2012
SHET BUMALIK SIYA!!!! BINALIKAN NIYA SI SU YEON!!!!! Tsafjsa;lfjas;lfj;s/lagla/sgk;askga/sg’a
4:30 AM 12/22/2012
no wait. the storage room was burned already right? why is it still fixed? ano to troll?!
4:32 AM 12/22/2012
YEO JIN GOO. T________________________T
4:39 AM 12/22/2012
these kids are freaking talented. NOT KIDDING. even the young pak ha is there. solid young casts for the lskfjlsafla WIN.
4:56 AM 12/22/2012
T_______________________T why must you play magic castle again. OST?! T________________T
5:07 AM 12/22/2012
“what will you do when the first snow falls?” ayun tumakbo siya papalayo sakin. T______________T
5:15 AM 12/22/2012
lee su yeon. what a pitiful character. her experiences from her dad, her being kidnapped in attempt to save jung woo then seeing him run away. ang sarap i-shift+del :(
5:23 AM 12/22/2012
too much tears T______________T
5:46 AM 12/22/2012
oh my gosh please dont kill mr.detective T________________________T
5:48 AM 12/22/2012
spare a human life?! you have no right to say that mr. criminal!
5:56 AM 12/22/2012
ansaket sa puso ng palabas na to! :(
6:02 AM 12/22/2012
the phone is ringing!!!! jslajas;lgj;asg;asg;akg;a
6:03 AM 12/22/2012
sana nakita nyo ko nung inagaw yung telepono kay jung woo! potaajtaljglasjglasjglasjgasjg;sagj;a
6:17 AM 12/22/2012
so I said I’d stop watching if the young casts will grow up but how can I not continue?! Im hooked!
2:28 AM 12/24/2012
makikita niya yung sulat makikita nya yung sulat T_____________________T
2:39 AM 12/24/2012
ok what will happen what will happn WHAT WILL HAPPEN!!!!!
2:40 AM 12/24/2012
SERIOUSLY MR. DETECTIVE! cant you take a call while in action?! >_<
2:44 AM 12/24/2012
2:45 AM 12/24/2012
0h my gosh su yeon pls recognize the ahjussi! stop the car!!!!
2:46 AM 12/24/2012
oh dfhdsfhs is that the brake?
2:48 AM 12/24/2012
ANSKET SAKET SA PUSO NG PALABAS NA TO! T_____________________________________T
2:51 AM 12/24/2012
goodbye yeo jin goo. hello park yoochun. :D
2:53 AM 12/24/2012
okay. so should I cry or should I laugh at Yoochun singing Magic Castle?
2:59 AM 12/24/2012
oh great! my episode 5 is broken! the fsdhdszhsdhha!
4:34 AM 12/27/2012
my previous thoughts were erased cos my laptop suddenly shut down. seriously I should save up to buy a new one. -_-
4:37 AM 12/27/2012
shfaksfhasfla jin goo should always act as a young yoochun in the future. even their voices are similar!
4:40 AM 12/27/2012
so yoochun confessed that what jung woo is to lee soo yeon’s mom is his opposite in real life. that makes him best actor then. I can feel how affectionate he is with his ‘girlfriend’. oh park yoochun. :)
4:59 AM 12/27/2012
always the playboy type. HAHAHAHA. sa skk lang ata hindi. xD
EP8 and EP9
5:03 AM 12/27/2012
awww harry :(
5:18 AM 12/27/2012
this drama has the right mix of sadness and craziness. i like it. :D
5:24 AM 12/27/2012
okay wait im confused. harry is the son of han tae joon’s father right? so harry is… jung woo’s uncle? @_@
5:28 AM 12/27/2012
eeh nagugutom nanaman ako. taragis oh. xD
5:33 AM 12/27/2012
oh my gosh this scene where everyone is trying to calm jung woo’s anger T_T
6:15 AM 12/27/2012
that freaking background music in yoochun’s entrance! ansaket sa lungs sumigaw ng walang tunog xD
6:28 AM 12/27/2012
fnskafjasfjkaslf this police/detective characters! #throwbackcityhunterep20
7:01 AM 12/27/2012
yoon eun hye is sooo good at crying out loud.
7:06 AM 12/27/2012
ang galing galing ng umiyak ni yoochun T____T
7:13 AM 12/27/2012
i dont see any happy ending for this drama. the storyline is crazy if this ends with no tragedy then id really be disappointed. okay that sounded so antagonist.
7:19 AM 12/27/2012
LUKSO NG DUGO!!!! T________________________________T
7:24 AM 12/27/2012
i am more interested on that soo yeon and mom reunion. get that interrogation scene quickly!
7:42 AM 12/27/2012
ansaket sa puso atay lungs balun balunan lahat lahat na ng palabas na to! T_____________________T
7:56 AM 12/27/2012
should I wish to be lee su yeon or what? two guys looking after you.
8:07 AM 12/27/2012
channeling my inner detective conan skills. hmmmmm.
8:12 AM 12/27/2012
jung woo’s partner deserves more love. adorkable in his own way :D
8:22 AM 12/27/2012
ang istorya nito ay parang banig. tagpi tagpi xD
8:34 AM 12/27/2012
detective conan skills!!!!!!!!!!
8:36 AM 12/27/2012
ehhfjykuyliyl ang ganda ng palabas na to T___________T
4:18 PM 12/27/2012
harry!!!!!!!!!!! my feels for seung-ho especially when I knew that he’s a ‘93 baby. how can you pull off that character T_______________T
4:30 PM 12/27/2012
I am digging the OST of this drama. No words, just instrumentals but the feelings are there. :D
4:37 PM 12/27/2012
okay who is that chatting with harry? xD
5:03 PM 12/27/2012
this is what you call DRAMA. seriously andaming iyakan! T____________T
5:08 PM 12/27/2012
sjhfkashfaljfla that scene of bora’s mom and su yeon’s mom! BREAKDOWN!!!! T_________________T
5:17 PM 12/27/2012
it’s not kdrama if there are no kabig-yakap scenes. haha xD
5:35 PM 12/27/2012
should I feel sorry for jung woo, su yeon or harry? I feel sad for all of them :((((((((((
5:54 PM 12/27/2012
this acoustic background sounds like the omoi odorenai ost of Rurouni Kenshin. Not even sure if that’s the title. haha. :p
6:21 PM 12/27/2012
no joke my tears are creeping out I dont even cry to my friends but kjsflasjfla im about to cry because of a drama! my gulay!
6:39 PM 12/27/2012
may buhay may buhay!!!!! xD
Yeon Woo to King Lee Hwon
[The Moon That Embraces The Sun, Ep17]
This sounded like a marriage vow to me. :p
King Lee Hwon to Yeon Woo
[The Moon That Embraces The Sun, Ep17]
He might be drunk but he is telling the truth.
Yoochun is indeed, a singer. :)
Magic Castle by The Classic
If you are watching I Miss You, then this song is familiar to you. When the young Su Yeon sang this at the playground, I went crazy because the instant thought that came on my mind was DBSK; even more when Park Yoochun himself was singing it in a noraebang. “Park Yoochun! Magic Castle! DBSK!!!!! T_______________T” It was until the latter part of the drama that I realized that it wasn’t the same version I was familiar with. Indeed it was different. It was the original and not DBSK’s version.
Nothing beats the original but DBSK’s version will always be special. :)